What if you don’t feel normal?
What if you know what reality is but your mind sees something totally different?
It’s like you know both worlds but you can’t stay in reality?
The unreal takes over and you feel crazy
And you don’t understand what you are not getting
Trying to figure out the thing that is missing?
Your mind keeps twisting the right thoughts into the wrong ones
It feels like your hope is all gone
Not understanding where it went
So you spend your time rehearsing memorized lines
Just lies
Just so you get through a day in your
So confused not understanding which world to choose…
Looking back at thoughts when you lost so you still lose…
You feel bruised with mistakes
Making you wanting to drown in your sorrows and swim in a sea of resentment
But you choose to be empty, asking G-d to fill you up with His Love…
He is the only balance and consistency you have…
So what do you do when you don’t know what’s real?
Lean into the Lord for understanding…
He is the real… and remains…
When you are unsure aboutwhich world is real. Its time to make your own truth! :)
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