A little word play... Lies/Truths

They told me everything was alright, but I think they lied. All wide eyed their eyes supplied the answers and it was dramactic.  See I'm addicted to the pain since that is all I'm used to. It's like pain abused me and I abused pain. Lettin pain have its way with me and I attribute everything to pain... Oh pain has done this, pain did that, oh Love is pain... I lying to me, lying to my face... I told me everything was alright... but I think I lied... There I go lying again.. Corrected, I know I lied... Because I let my eyes supply the truth, but these eyes lie... and yet a liar lies under these eyes, with these eyes that lie... Therefore I believe these lies that are feed to me by these eyes, so I produce these lies which cause pain but I blame pain when I really should be blaming me for the pain I have caused... I have gotten pain too envolved, so I am too envolved with pain, but these lies are to blame... I keep going around and about to explain the truth in a round and about way... But these lies seem so truthful so I forget what the truth is... Oh no its just pain, but its plain to see that I don't know anything... Or maybe its true that I'm full of lies just to hide the truth that I am confused about these lies which I call truths... They (I) told me everything was alright, but I think they (I)  lied... All wide eyed their (My) eyes supplied the answers...

What's Truth? What's Lies? WHAT DEFINES REALITY?